What are you thinking?souMi gone mad?

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 (yahe na!!hi hi hi) Is the file corrupt? Did she forget to delete this line? Na na. Toh samjho mera simple funda.

To commence with I am too dumb in arithmetic. With grave difficulty I pulled up till middle school, and then passing school final examination with mathematics was no less than Herculean task. Since then humanities rescued the academic part of life.Similar was the case in life too. The way people judge a life good or bad, I never did. Zindagi ka plus aur minus mere samajh mei kabhi aya hi nahi. When people talk in terms of plus (s) in their lives I don't see any. When they talk of minus (s) of my life I see plus (s). Hisab hamesha ulta hi chla hai hamara. But I am at peace with myself.

My plus- worlds' best ma, supportive and loving bhai, sweet sis-in-law, very caring and concerned extended family, bunch of dependable, lovable cousins, and absolutely and unconditionally loving friends and understanding well-wishers. (No space for people who do not understand me).

My minus-as of date not achieved a name in the film industry as a script writer, which is my ultimate dream.

As people see-  lost dad at a tender age of 12, since then struggling hard , must surely be ditched in love, how sad young brother got married before her, she is so lonely, no companion-no husband-no children-no settlement-no family-leading a painful life, why doesn't she marry ?)

My point-  I do not tell people that I have a strong social back up. I did not or would not marry because it never occurred to me. I don't tell people I see relationships in different perspectives. I don't tell people love and marriage is not same thing. I don't tell them love does not necessarily have to end into marriage.I have my own calculations which do not go according to the "worldly calculations". I had never imagined in my life being anyone's wife or a mom, yet I have always been obsessed with children, especially infants. Kaha tha naa mere hisaab hamesha ulte hi chale hai!